For the past two weeks or so (since my staycation ended) I have had little or no sex drive. This is, to put it lightly annoying me guh-reatly! I don’t know if it’s because I screwed up my pills or what, but faaaaack I just don’t feel like myself. (By that I mean, feeling like myself is when I’m thinking about sex all the damn time, grabbing as many orgasms as I can and throwing myself shamelessly at as many people as possible. Ok, that last part is an exaggeration, it just sounded fun …)
Maybe there hasn’t been enough flirting in my life lately. Flirting always keeps my sex drive high. I’m very influenced by the mental aspects of sex more so than the physical, so without mental stimulation my body tends to lose interest. Unless I’m really, really tired. When I’m physically tired I’m often ridiculously turned on – and malleable. Lately I’ve just been more awake, less turned on. Perhaps all this exercise I’m partaking in lately is giving me too much energy!
Whatever it is, it’s frustrating. I’ve tried time alone and while it’s been fun, it hasn’t really been as fulfilling as usual. I’m just really not interested.
So there you have it. Even me, someone who’s been called ‘sex crazed’ can step into a personal drought every now and then. I really really hope this drought gets wet fucking soon!
